Iv liked this guy for 2years now and now all his cout stuff is over weve been spending more and more time together. his best friends says he likes me in the same way but when ever me and him talk about it he says he dont like me like that. Hes now told me hes got this girl who he really likes and wants my help on her. I try to give up on him but my feeling get stronger untill im out with this other guy.
This other guy is older than me by a few years. We were seeing eachother for a few months and then things ended and now were meetin up again with my friends also his little sister. We walked his sister home and then he walked me most of the way back to mine. Just before he went he hugged me then we kissed not snog just a really nicce kiss its made me think do i give up on guy 1 for guy 2?
But how do i no if guy to does like me and doesnt just want what we had before.
My mama is in the hospital, recovering from an operation. I thought the hard part was over. But I guess there is the post-op condition. I am literally so scared. I was not even this scared when I got arrested. I am looking back and I am simply full of regret, guilt, shame…
And I am the healthy one.
I have been selfish and impulsive. I need to change.
My sister is also leaving for college. Nobody in our entire family has any money or any source of income. This is too much. God should take families. Not individuals.
Or something like that? What am I saying??! I am just so stressed out! I have no idea what is going on; I don’t know how she is doing. Nobody will speak to me. Why am I at home, typing this?
i’m sick right now with a virus of some sort. i feel weak and tired all the time and i’m sensitive to emotion.
it’s freaking me out and i’m afraid that i won’t get better. i’m terrified, actually…i just want to be well again so badly.
I’m 100% worried of what the future has in store…I want things to get better not worse..and right now it seems like things are just on boader line. i’d rather have things there than worse any day!
I wish that I didn’t feel like I don’t know “..” anymore….we used to talk everyday..and since a year ago it feels like we have been distancing ourselves instead of getting closer. I mean we have our moments BUT..it’s just not the same. I miss “..” =/
recently..lalalala
I am finally learning how to be happy. Sure, things go wrong. Sure, there is stress. But you know what I do when those things happen? I think to myself, “will this matter in 5, 10 years? will it even matter NEXT year?” The answer is usually no, and it helps me calm down. No more panic attacks! No more self-mutilating! No more relying on pills to feel! I have a great boyfriend, a few amazing friends (I don’t need many friends anyway), and I’m finally learning to accept my body, and myself. Oh, & thank you, God, for not letting me succeed in suicide. :)
I really like this boy. And when I say I like him, I REALLY like him. & I gotta feeling he likes me, because he always looks at me. & He pulled my friend aside and told/asked her something (Being stupid I just walked away) and I swear I heard her say “Just go ask her out” But I’m not sure if it was in my head or not. So when I asked her what they talked about she said ‘Nothing’. But at first I believed her, but then I thought, maybe he told her to not tell me. So now I’m really confused and don’t know what to think. Like what if what they talked about was something else? I don’t want to get my hopes up. :/
